Sunday, May 26, 2013
♥ 4:02 PM
我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起
Baby, let's start over...
♥ 4:01 PM
when i have no one to speak too..
when i had no one to held mi through..
these feelings is always a nightmare to mi..
we pulled it through.. all that we have done tgt for these yrs..
we are standing at the edge of the cliff..
i am hoping no one will pull mi if i drop down..
i would wan a reason to give up if u decide to end...
why would i go through all this again when u had promise mi that u will not do this to mi..
left mi there crying.. without u and ur hug..
there is so much left unsaid.. that once is said, u will leave mi..
i wanted to give up after seeing all this..
but first time ever, u told mi to hold on..
but u push mi hard on my wounds and tell mi is all my fault once again..
so what should i do now..
i use to be so brave, that i brace through a life of being a single mum..
one word from u, i changed..
but it was nv enough for u...
it has come to a terms where, nth much is worth my smile only ur happiness..
am i really wrong to just love u?
am i really wrong that i just want to protect u from all others..
i am not depriving for ur love..
i am only asking u to understand my intention..
how much i wanna stop them from saying u..
it was definitely better then putting all blames on mi then u bear all the words..
what if i wasnt by ur side..
what will happen to u..
if one day i wasnt there for u, i will want to know that u will be happier..
no matter where u are, no matter what happen..
i always love u..
if u decide to end, i will not hold u back anymore..
DouceChin
Baby, let's start over...
